What hurts the most is being so close and having so much to say then watching you walk away. And never knowing what could've been. And seeing that loving you... Is what I was trying to do.

She is the prom queen; and im in the marching band; she is a cheerleader;and im sitting in the stands;she gets the top bunk ; and im sleepin on the floor and shes miss america and im just the girl next door.

"The truth, is you can slit my throat and with my one last ghasp of breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"- Taking Back Sunday

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky, I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side, I'll be there
For better or worse till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart and I swear.

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love

So we talked all night about the rest of our lives/ where we’re gonna be when we turn 25/ I keep on thinking times will never change/ keep on thinking things will always be the same/ but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back/ no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track/ and if you got something that you need to say/ you better say it right now/ cause you don’t have another day/ cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down/ these memories are playing like a without sound/ I keep thinking of that night in June/ didn’t know much of love nut it came too soon/ and there was me and you and when we got real blue/ we’d stay at home talking on the telephone/ we’d get so excited and we’d get so scared/ laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair/ CHORUS: and this is how it feels…/ as we go on, we remember/ all the times we, had together/ and as our lives change/ come whatever/ we will still be friends forever/ so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money/ when we look back at now will our jokes still be funny?/ will we still remember everything we learned in school/ still be trying to break every single rule?/ will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?/ will heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?/ I keep- I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye/ keep on thinking it’s our time to fly/ CHORUS/ will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?/ can we survive it out there/ can we make it somehow?/ I guess I thought this would never end/ and suddenly it’s like we’re women and men/ will the past be a shadow that will follow us around/ will these memories fade when I leave this town?/ I keep- keep thinking that it’s not goodbye/ keep on thinking it’s our time to fly/ CHORUS/

*Baby, you're all that I want When you're lyin' here in my arms,I'm findin' it hard to believe *We're in heaven* Oh, thinkin' about all our younger years,There was only you and me,We were young and wild and free Now nothin' can take you away from me.......*

Sometimes when we touch the honetsty's to much i have ta close my eyes and cry i wanna hold u till i die till we both break down and cry i wanna hold u till the fear in me subsides

~*~ So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray, to be only yours I pray. To be only yours I know now your my only hope ~*~

~*~ I'll always remember it was late afternoon it lasted forever and ended too soon.You were all by yourself,staring up at a dark gray sky.I was changed.In places no 1 would find,all your feelings so deep inside It was then that i relized forever was in ur eyes.The moment I saw you cry. - Mandy Moore - * A walk to rmemeber*

I believe we all have one true love, somewhere in this world i do,when it seemed all my dreams were falling through, that's when i found you, i believe for every heart that whispers in the dark, there's a ray of light somwhere shining through, it was sink or swim when the tide came in, i found myself when i found you....i found the closest thing to heaven, and that's you...i found, the deapest love i knew.OoO i believe yes it's true, i found myself, when i found you.

Every step I take, every move I make, every single day every time I pray, I'll be missing you. Thinking of the day when you went away what I'd like to take what a fine to break, I'll be missing you. It's kinda hard with you not around I know your in heaven smiling down....